All I can keep thinking is that this must be what it feels like to feel wanted.
And it feels nice.
November 2010
When I look back at what happened yesterday I have so many mixed feelings.
Happy/disgusted/surprised/angry/beautiful.
But all the horrible stuff that happened at homecoming doesn’t match up to the good stuff, so I guess it was a pretty good night.
I’m not gonna go into detail about what happened but this should be a good enough summary:
Cocaine, spiked drinks, alcohol, random drug and alcohol tests, questioning, probably a few arrests, and definitely some people getting kicked out of school tomorrow.
October 2010
I miss those days when all there was to be afraid of was the dark,
When I had a bad dream and I could crawl in between my parents and feel safe, and then pretend to still be sleeping when my dad would carry me in his arms back to my bed a few hours later.
I miss when life wasn’t about who had the most friends or had the best clothes, when it was just about having fun.
I miss going to the playground and feeling like a big kid because I knew how to climb the monkeybars.
I miss riding around on bikes and scooters up and down the street, with the sound of children laughing in the air, when we would all chase after the ice cream truck, sprinting in our houses to beg for money.
I miss when life was about having fun instead of schoolwork and grades and tests.
I miss being alive.
People don't change, they never do.
It’s only our perceptions of who they were being replaced by the person who they actually are.
Yay, guess who gets to stay up all night finishing an essay that will turn out horrible and then get about 2 hours of sleep before being woken up at 5am and then go to school for 7 hours?
oh yeah, ME. :/
i've been working on this essay for 2 and a half hours.
I have the first paragraph minus the thesis statement.
>____________________________________________<
Waiting Outside the Lines
Greyson Chance
Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines
its…so…BEAUTIFUL.
i can’t believe his teacher told him not to go out on stage at his school talent show because she thought people would make fun of him. he is the most amazing singer i have ever heard. i would and WILL buy every single album he ever comes out with.
he is truly truly amazing. :)
OMFG
I can’t do this. I seriously CANNOT do this essay.
I can’t.
I’m halfway considering just giving up now, but I need to keep my grade up in this class.
angry/sad/horribly confused/frustrated/angryangryangryangry
Just sitting here, all alone in this damn mansion of a house, belting out songs while trying to concentrate on finishing this DAMN ESSAY.
Obviously this is not working.
I’m on tumblr. >__<
I’M TRYING SO HARD.
