December 2010
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"C'mon now, everyone falls down, everyone crawls...
Then you get up again, you can cry if you want to, that’s what we all do; but if you think you’ll never move on, your wrong, baby, wrong.”
Going to a ball on Friday.
Fancy formal dress, getting my hair and nails done, my date is going to be in military uniform.
This is pretty legit.
Even if its not the princess-y ball I’d always imagined with the big poofy dresses and masquerade masks.
A frickin ball.
Something tells me that I'm going to have a hard...
Even with the cold medicine I just took to make me sleep.
Agh, my brain is just going haywire right now. I can’t think straight.
Getting my homecoming pics tomorrow:)
I’m so excited to see how they turned out.
I just...don't even know how to express...
What are you supposed to say, what are you supposed to feel, when someone tells you that they love you?
When you don’t feel that way back? When you know there’s a possibility that you never will?
November 2010
i think that’s what i find most strange about this...
I hate it when people ask me what I want for...
Because I always feel like I’m asking for the stuff instead of it being a gift.
Plus a lot of the stuff I want is kindof expensive. Video cameras, professional cameras for my photography, a new laptop…I just feel bad asking for it.
And if I ask for something like clothes, I never get any of it. Even if I give the link to what it is. I always don’t get it because my mom thinks...
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I've become this master of fooling everyone in my...
They know this bright and happy smiling girl. They know the confident blonde girl who doesn’t take shit from anyone.
But they don’t know that every night before I sleep I cry my eyes out. They don’t know that I’m existing only to get out of this hell. They don’t know the girl behind the walls that I build up around me.
And they probably never will.
"meet me halfway" came on pandora, and it reminded...
For a couple seconds I was confused but then I remembered just randomly singing this with her.
We used to do that a lot. Just go around singing lines from songs, quoting movies together, just being weird people in general.
I moved here and I stopped singing. I stopped walking around with my friends doing random stuff and telling stories about the crazy stuff I did with my best friend that...
I wish life were like 80's Molly ringwald movies.
Everything would be a lot simpler.
no shame november: I don’t believe in a lot of... →
noshamenovember:
I don’t believe in a lot of things that everyone else does. It’s the small things, the things that people take for granted everyday. I don’t believe in “happy endings” or “love at first sight”. I don’t believe in things like that for a reason. Time after time I get let down by people I trust. I’ve…
Reblog if you can take off your bra without taking...
So it's 36 degrees outside.
And it’s supposed to get down to the 20’s.
On some level I miss the coldest the weather being in the 50’s.
But I’ve always loved wearing tons of layers and boots an warm jackets.
Listen
It's completely silent. No tv making noise, no...
It’s so peaceful.
Times like this really make me want to hurry up and be in college already. Because I’ve already decided that I’m not going to live with my parents like my sister is. I’m not going to go to a Louisiana college..I just want to get as far away from everything and everyone as possible. I want to be on my own.
I don’t mind living by myself. I think...
Cooking...for one.
My mom and sister left me here by myself. I swear this is just like living with my dad. Ignored and alone.
It’s sad how used to feeling ignored I’m getting. It shouldn’t be this way.
But life isn’t always fair. I learned that a long time ago.
The bad thing about having thanksgiving at someone...
There’s no leftover turkey and mashed potatoes and green bean casserole to scarf down the day after.
We were meant to live for so much more; have we...
Somewhere we live inside
I feel chubby.
Who wants to go running with me?
Sidenote: I’m eating only salad for the next week.
I am thankful for every single friend that I have...
My friends are the only thing that have gotten me through both my recent and past struggles.
I love all of you so very much.
Would just like to state that my family doesn't...
We usually end up trying to kill eachother.
Writing in my journal.
I’ve decided it’s going to be 97% fiction.
reblog if you want an anon's honest opinion about...
mollyheartsyou13:
probably not gonna happen lol but i’m just bored and wanna see what people think [:
Thinking about all the smiling and pretending I'm...
I just want to feel numb.
Because I know all I’m going to be able to think about is how my dad isn’t going to be there because instead of celebrating family, he will be at a football game with his fucking girlfriend.
Nice to know where your priorities stand, daddy.
It’s hard to believe there was a time when I thought you were the perfect father and husband. I didn’t...
