December 2010
I want to go on a date.
And not one of those movie dates either. That’s not a date. That’s an excuse to not have to talk.
I want a candlelit dinner outside underneath the stars on a warm summer night with a boy who makes me feel butterflies whenever I look at him.
I want a real date.
Every year, every christmas,
it starts out fine. Everyone’s happy. Then suddenly I’m the one “with a problem” I “have an attitude”.
Always me. Never once is it her. Even though she’s the one going around snapping at me and calling me a bitch or yelling at me or just being plain rude to me.
It always has to be me. Because in her and everyone else’s world, she’s perfect....
Ahhhhhh I can't wait to use my professional...
It looks so awesome. The battery needs to hurry and charge so I can use it all day long after I wake up later today.
I think my mom, sister and I just started the most amazing christmas tradition ever.
Stay up super late, play board games, then open up all the presents and go to bed:)
3 of 4 christmas’ finished. One more to go.
When it rains~ paramore
And when it rains,
will you always find an escape?
Just running away
from all of the ones who love you,
from everything?
You made yourself a bed
at the bottom of the blackest hole,
and you’ll sleep ‘til May and you’ll say
that you don’t want to see the sun anymore.
And oh, how could you do it?
Oh, I never saw it coming.
Oh, I need the ending.
So why can’t you stay...
I'm pretty sure I'm either going to grow up to be:
a) an alcoholic
b) a seriously amazing college party animal
either way I’m deffinately going to be one of those people who just randomly drinks margaritas and flavored beers and whatnot. because I just went into the fridge, saw a lime flavored beer, and pretty much just said “why not?”
"Dissapointment has a name, it's heartbreak."
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Sweet 16 Birthday Party?
Anyone got any ideas?
Cause I’ve been thinking for months and I still can’t come up with anything good.
So after months of trying to figure out what the...
I finally came to a decision.
Party Bus. Or murder mystery dinner party. Or vegas themed party with poker chips and all. Or…
Who am I kidding? I have no f-ing clue. >_<
I just want you for my own, more than you could...
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you
I always thought I can erase you from my life, but...
kristinconway:
It amuses me when someone writes about a subject for so long and at the end they put “But I don’t care. It’s whatever.”
BITCH, YOU JUST WROTE A BUNCH OF SENTENCES NOW YOU SAY IT’S WHATEVER?!
♫ ♪: Reading the writing of someone you know in... →
cuethefire:
technicoloring:
—is like a dagger to the ribs, sometimes, an electroshock jumping in your mess of veins back to your heart, a string of barbed wire around your ankles that you don’t notice until you try to get up and trip your skin all over the string; it’s like missing a step down the stairs and getting that split-half-second adrenaline rush of vertigo and then the breath that...
pete-andre:
“I think virginity is the most over-hyped, illogical concept I’ve ever heard of, let alone one of the largest double-standards in history. I have no idea why people over-hype the fact that someone hasn’t had sex, or why they equate it to “innocence”, “virtue”, or “honor”. It simply means you haven’t had sex, it doesn’t say anything about your character.”
My sister: so how are you and your little boyfriend?
Me: I broke up with him.
Her: why?
Me: I don’t know..I just didn’t like him anymore.
Her: did he cry?
Me: no,he actually went out and started dating a whore. shows her a picture of said whore
Her: she looks like a man.
Me: and that’s exactly why I don’t care that he waited 3 hours to start dating her. If he...
"Sometimes things break, and you just can't put...
everytime i think back on you, and i start to feel...
i have to remind myself that i don’t miss you, i miss the way you made me feel.
i just wish one day i won’t have to remind myself anymore.
I just dropped my iPod and it attacked my face
:l
The most fun I've had in a long long time.
Dancing for four hours at the single most amazing birthday party I’ve ever been to.
I didn’t even care that I only knew about 15 people out of the 50ish that were there.
I just danced with my friends and had a great time.
And then I got home and got to drink two margaritas, and am now laying happily in my bed.
PS; my feet are going to murder me tomorrow when I wake up. So if...
Determined to make this the best Christmas break...
Even if I have to share it with my dad’s girlfriend and there’s no chance of hanging out with the best friend.
where-the-heart-is:
...
“How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her...”
– Oscar Wilde
So I was randomly thinking happy thoughts, as...
he said ”if I don’t talk to you again over break, then have fun in the bahamas”
again. as in he plans on talking to me more. (:
I've seen the guy 3 times, talked to him for 5...
I don’t even care if it turns out that he doesn’t like me.
I just love feeling this way again. I haven’t felt like this in so long, I forgot how exciting liking someone was.
I’ve spent the last 2 years trying to forget how to like someone, and the last 2 months learning to like a guy who I decided to give a chance.
And now I’m back to those happy little feelings...
ohhhhhh myyyy goddddddddddddddddddd
hot senior messaged meeee:)
And then 2 minutes later his friend messaged me.
Gotta love seniors ;)
Clearly our relationship meant nothing to you,
Since you waited all of about 3 hours before you went and got yourself another girlfriend.
But honestly I don’t care. Because according to every single person I’ve heard from she’s an ugly whore and he “absolutely downgraded”.
It pretty much made my day.
9 more days until I get my professional cameraaaa...
One more day of school. Two weeks vacation.
9 days until Christmas. 11 until I’m on my way to the Bahamas.
On the ship there’s going to be an entire ‘teen’ section of the ship that not even my sister can get into. What is a single girl to do with 5 days of cute boys on a boat and no father, fathers girlfriend, or sister to watch me?
Gee..I don’t know.. ;)
A hot guy. Who is into writing.
More specifically who is interested in my writing.
I feel like I may have died and gone to heaven..
But I can’t die yet because I’m eating lunch (hopefully) with him and his two other friends tomorrow. Hopefully they decide to come over to our table:)
Imagine this, if you will;
A hot guy. Who’s a senior. With amazing hair. Who likes to write
Now stop imagining, cause he’s real. Plus I already called dibs. (;
