December 2010
Just another normal day..
Went to school, failed an English test, started reading Fahrenheit 451 in world geo, went to lunch,
Got hit on by a cute senior,
went to french class, was told by a friend of said senior guy that the 3rd senior guy I was eating lunch with thought I was “pretty cool”.
Yeah, just another normal day.
I couldn't do it. I can't.
How can i let go of the one (okay so technically he’s the second, but w/e) guy who’s ever even expressed that he likes me?
Tomorrow morning.
I dont care that the guy that I like is dating someone now, that doesn’t change the fact that I’m going to break up with Jacob tomorrow morning.
Just the fact that I’m able to like someone else shows how weak this relationship is. I can’t go on with 10 minutes a day and one date every 3 weeks. I just can’t.
I honestly do hope that we can stay friends though. Or at...
Your words hurt me more than my bruises and scars...
I’m sorry I cant be your perfect daughter.
But you should know by now that you can’t change your daughter. I thought maybe you’d learnt your lesson the first time. But I guess not.
There's a certain point when you fail to...
It comes after you’ve disappointed me so much that I just come to expect it naturally.
And now that I’ve learned I need to lower my standards, you haven’t disappointed me yet, daddy.
So the day I decide that I'm going to break up...
For the next four hours I was in shock that the Universe could have possibly stopped being retarded enough to finally let me be happy.
Then after school I was texting him, only to find out that he broke up with his girlfriend and got back with his ex.
You walked into the room wearing a fedora, and...
“It actually looks really good on you” you said. “You have the face for it. You should get one so that we can match”
That was the moment that I decided that I was going to break up with my boyfriend.
Not because it was the first sign that anything could happen between us, but because he makes me feel pretty in a way that Jacob can’t. We talk constantly and we always...
